There are still days when I feel as if I am standing in the middle of my emotional pain over the second loss of my son. As if I am taking one step forward and then two steps backward...just when I am feeling as if I have gained a lot of forward motion something appears...a birthday of one of the grandchildren...a memory of time spent together...and it is then that I feel as if I have made so little progress...
Today I am shifting...
Every step on this path to healing is meaningful...and sometimes new obstacles will appear or I am peeling back a new layer, but I am continuing forward...and each step is something that I have to take in order to get to the next level...
So even if at this moment I am feeling as if I am stuck once again I know that I am moving forward still...and that when I have the days of feeling as if I am standing in the middle of my emotional pain I am really acknowledging that the pain does exist and I am still working through it...and although it may never really go away I am dealing with it in a much more positive way.
Adoption...Reunion...Loss
Recovery of Self.
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