Time out...

There was no reply to my e mail...

Silence...silence solves nothing. E mails are often misread and I find them somewhat impersonal.

So what am I suppose to do?

The only thing I can do which is wait...wait until someone says it is ok to use my voice...wait until someone says it is ok to use my words...wait until someone says I can speak now...

I am a grown woman and I have been put in "time out"...and there is nothing I can do about it.

And so I check my in box every day...I check my mailbox every day...I check my cell phone and my home phone for messages...

I grow more anxious and depressed every day...